melodyelizabethwink

weddings...

2009-11-29T20:58:00.000+08:00

Recently there have been a handful of weddings,
During anson ans serene's wedding I was having a chat with mom
At how I'd like MY WEDDING to be, from decorations to theme colour
To my flower gals dress patterns to the brides and grooms man outfit
Not forgetting my very own WEDDING DRESS! I had it all planned out!
It seems like a fairytale but I'm sure it will work out! Haha
I wonder how it feels.. And I wonder how bride does it,
Walk down the ally, with their daddy on one side, walking down
To the man they wanna be with for the REST OF THEIR LIVES.
I wonder what goes throught their mind? For the groom, I wonder wad
They think when they see their future wife all dressed up for
That special day! I guess I'll never know till its my turn;some years
Down the road!it excites me(: but as the saying goes...
A WEDDING IS A DAY, BUT A MARRAGE IS A LIFE-TIME

loves her family

2009-10-04T18:09:00.002+08:00

the whole aeria family is here(:
Like a little get together. All my cousins are here, well not all, just my uncle's kids haha
Its nice. Everyone is all grown up hahaha

greater heights

2009-09-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

its my holidays!!
well it has been for the past one week
but i has school due to WSS!
well yes i said no at first but than i dunno why
i was asked again to do it. and i know second chances like this
dont come always so when it does JUST GRAB IT!! lol
and it has been awesome so far. theory has been alot
but its nice learning what we are learning *actually nursing*
hehe. we had our first assesment today and it went well
now i know where i need to improve on*wink*

ive got two more weeks lift and than its back to school.
and exams/phase test start on the SECOND WEEK!!
so it's study study study!!
soon 3 months will pass and IT WILL BE DECEMBER!!
haha my long awaited holiday and CHRISTMAS!!
fav time of the year!!!(=

a closure and a new begining

2009-09-11T20:35:00.002+08:00

it's finaly the end of 3 months,
and i finshed my attachments.
overall it was a great experience.
i think in my previous post ive been blabbering
abt it,so i dont wanna repeat.
but im sure going to miss the gals and our CP teacher
ive grown to adapt to them and it hard to split was
but its good to know we'll be back for 1.2.

at last, the long awaited wait
we're going to be as a class again.
JPA0904!!

elaboration

2009-08-30T21:15:00.002+08:00

polyclinic
polyclinic has been awesome.
yes alot told me that it'll be boring
but i totally differ haha.
the nurses were ever ready to explain to us
and teach us all the new stuff.
i loved the womens clinic. had all the pregie moms
even heard the heart beat of a 16 wk baby!! ahh priceless
our preceptor was great. she looks at the max 30yr old
but in actual fact she is like 40 yr old.. omg la..
i wish id look that young when i become a mom haha
she is one funky mom!! haha
oh wells its over but i sure learnt alot.
2 more weeks in SGH and we head back to simei!! haha
its so excited. i miss my classmates tons esp rachel and shanti.
i love my attachments but i love my classmates more haha
a end to attachments means we're going to be graded AGAIN!!
scared.. my skills aient complete. on top of that nyp students are coming tml!
*pulls hair* im moring shift tml so ill be working with them.
oh wells its always nice to meet other nurses haha

the edge/sunday service
im really glad that i went to edge on sat.
if you wondering why i can go now,
its cuz i alr resign from swensons thus i am free on sats
the msg was so like.. divin for me, simple but yet right to the point
by faith was the title. ive got pretty alot of descission to make
re my studies like which university(oversea) to chose or go to nyp first
or get bonded with sgh or just do my paramedic course. so many things
but i forgot the very reason why i chose nursing. i was so caught
up in getting a degree that i never stopped and ask God wat is his plans
and if you dont know the very reason why i chose nursing was to do MISSIONS!!!
and this sunday morning service was so inter-link with what jeremy preached
well it is for me. i really got to start my daily devo and find out
what God wants me to do instead of what i want to do. im excited!
to see what plans he has for me.right now, the hospital and school will
be my training.

i love my patients but jesus loves them more!!

polyclinic

2009-08-28T20:14:00.006+08:00

coming to an end

2009-08-20T21:35:00.004+08:00

went to watch the movie.
haha its great but i dont think it should be rated PG.
it was funny but the ending is very expected but i still
enjoyed it alot.. i love chick flick & those emotional kinda movies haha

im down with stomach flu,
cant stop vomiting and got sent home from work
so ive got to repay on a sat..(soon)
tml is sorta the last day at ward64. we are breaking for aweek
going into the polyclinics.. what are we going to do there?
i totaly have no idea. haha but im sure going to miss my patients
17/7.. if you know what i mean haha.
than after that we will be going back for our last two of attachments
well the thing is, 30 yr1 nursing students from xxx school is coming
to the same ward and same room and we are doing the SAME SKILLS!!!
omg!
its a total fight for skills. *gasp*
i still have a few skills to do,
and i am really fighting for time.
and i really want an A for my posting.
my goal for tml is to get my vital signs,ROM exercise,wearing of surgical mask competency signed tml..

ITS GOING TO BE BUSY TML!!!!

priceless

2009-08-20T09:21:00.000+08:00

dont you just love them?? Haha
im on mc :(

sunday.

2009-08-16T16:32:00.002+08:00

well, i did not wake up in time for church
first time in years hehe
so i decided to do somthing productive. CLEAN MY ROOM
i still have a long more way to go, but i decided to call it a day.
it looks really neat now and im proud of myself.
tml im afternoon shift. haha and dental in the morning
other than that life is boring haha i need some excitment
help?

good bye

2009-08-15T09:26:00.003+08:00

this is how the story goes...

yesterday she said good bye to a special friend.
one that she only knew for a month.
she remembers thoes words before you left
"study hard gal".
she is comforted by the fact than even though they knew each other
for a month, she made a difference in her life.
yes there are regrets,truck loads of them.
but she tried her best to show jesus love thru her...
i'll miss you

girl power

2009-08-09T21:44:00.001+08:00

these are like delayed haha..

happy birthday day singapore

2009-08-09T16:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE WOWOWOW

the first of many

2009-08-03T20:40:00.002+08:00

first day of my new ward! Its okay i guess got to get use to it. The cases we have are not really exciting than compared to previous posting. Felt so lost haha. Oh we have nyp students! Mostly second and third year student. Hope there wont be a skill war lol, nah i doupt so. Haha the plus point is that my ward is air conditioned haha.
~~today was hard to get thru but i survived~~

the next phase

2009-08-02T19:54:00.004+08:00

just finish my 1.1 medical posting,
tml starts my 1.1 surgical posting.
just orientation tml 8am-4pm(slack)
we're split again into two wards and in our two grps
we're split futher to morning and afternoon shift..
im going to miss the ssn,sen,sn,en in my previous ward,
they are a great bunch, not forgetting all my ah ma's
haha they are great. but now im going to face the next gender:
gasp...the males haha *cross fingers*
i love nursing

you & i know why

2009-07-23T22:35:00.002+08:00

today ; the worst day ever

2009-07-18T10:05:00.003+08:00

this week is not as bad as last, wait... Maybe the same la, lol. I had two morning shift and three afternoon shift. Which do i prefer? Well morning shift cher is ard=she can asses my skills and sign my log book, but it's SUPER BUSY. Afternoon is the total opp! Hahah
Ive only left 2 more weeks in this ward, after which we're moving off to another ward. Pfft.just as we get use to the staff nurse, we change again sobs! Made friends with ate jezille and ate edna, they are really helpful and willing to teach us, ..well all of the nurses are hehe. My polyclinic attachment is at woodlence haha with my new found friends:nabila,ainni and saras haha. Not bad. They really good hehe they can stand my nonsense. lol love you guys*wink* but mean while i miss shanti, rachel and sakdiya. Haha and my jpa too. * sorry you guys i could not make it for todays ecp, i overslept plus i gt to get my thypoid jab since im working still at fnb sorry sorry sorry* oh wells ...

2009-07-11T20:39:00.002+08:00

this pass week has been hectice to the max,
started my first 1.1 clinical attachment
it was scary but yet exciting, getting to put what you have learnt to practice
and also getting use to new people and making new friends.
monday and tuesday was more of orientation and WEDNESDAY was the BIG
day. i was on afternoon shift(could sleep in a lil;lol)
thank God i learnt chinese and i can speak really well cuz it has been very useful
my pt's are really nice, they'll thank you after everything you've done
and to see their face lit up with a smile or burst into laughter is priceless
when most of the duties are settled, we make it a point to talk to them
that just really makes them happy;it's the simple things!!
the past wk is indiscrible, though yes we have to do the "dirty jobs" but i tell you it's worth it.

it's about being God's hands and feet extended.
im so excited in seeing how God is going to use me

2009-07-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

see the difference haha..

2009-06-24T20:53:00.004+08:00

went to vivo city today..
haha i wanted to go to pet safari..
yes thats they place where i got rusky..
where i fell in love with an adorable puppy who changed my life forever
and i mean FOREVER hahaha.
i remember when i went there for the first time,
i only was sourcing around for a puppy, and i was not lookin for a shih tzu at ALL!
so when we got there i was lookin at beagles,pug,maltse etc, but at the end of all the show case,there was this 3 mnth shih tzu haha(mummy spotted him first) and
typical me, "ahhh so cute, i did not know a shih tzu could look so nice,i thought it was an ah-peh dog" lol.mummy had 3 criteria when getting a dog 1) it does not shed (like GR's) 2)it's a male(she did not want the men'es and stuff with a female
3) it must be HDB approved(like duh!!!)

haha so this shih tzu fit ALL 3 criteria haha, for fun i asked them if i could carry him (which was a bad idea) and right away, i fell in love with him,his tail wont stop wagging and when it was time to let him go, he did not let go. ahhh i cried haha
look at his pic...

doesnt he melt your heart?haha mummy did not wanna put a $50 deposit first, she said we'll come back on monday(we went on a sat) and if he is still there, we'll get him.
like OMG!!! hahah people could get him from than till mon..haha thats all that ran thru my mind, i cried like no body's business, haha i think i even had an attack(rem i was still very sick) otw home, i started thinkin of names haha like russell,chocolate,ash,ruskal and we finaly decdied rusky haha
i can remmeber i think for the first time, i was like prayin EVERY SINGLE MIN than rusky wont be sold till i came and every day, both morning and night i asked my friend to call pet safari if he got sold haha..lookin back i think i was insane lol
to cut the very very long story short, we bought him. haha he has been a blessing to the bellido family in more ways that one. he can sense you when your coming home and he'd be scratching the main door( we normaly close the door) and when you finaly open the door he'd jump up to you or bark to get your attention. haha
he has grown FATTER haha like 6.5kg??
compare his pic than and now...

haha this post was ment for his first birthday on 6th june
yes i know it's delayed, but better late than never.
rusky is one of the best dogs one can have, yes he behaves like a baboon when we take
him for walks but he is a darling at home, and a protective one of our other dog.
i love you darling, cant imagine life witout you

2009-06-23T14:31:00.001+08:00

pictures speak a thousand words

2009-06-16T09:47:00.001+08:00

i just had the wriedest dream last night
haha it seem so real.
actually it was just a simple dream. haha
haha just walkin and chatting haha..
i miss those times

2009-06-15T10:22:00.005+08:00

TO: JP0904A

dearest sayangs,
it's only one more day till class chalet..ahh so excited haha
okay this is just to remind you guys some stuff and finialise everything
i got the confirmation sms and these are the details:

Venus: pasir ris costa sands
Date: 17/06/09-19/06/09
room: A10

from all the money collected, we have abt $100++ balance.

for the FIRST NIGHT,
we're going to have a sorta "smart/casual"dinner
so please please bring smth smart to wear okay, like for girls:dress,skirt etc
guys: collar tee, 3/4 smart pants etc. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! in order for it to work out, everyone needs to do it.

for the SECOND NIGHT,
we're having our class BBQ, both ms choo and mdm ang(and her kids) will be coming too
those who are bringing the charcoal, grill, all the bbq things,
please DO NOT FORGET TO BRING IT OKAY??

after the BBQ, we're haveing a PYJAMERS PARTY!! so YES...please bring along a set of PJ'S. FBT and tee shirt are NOT COUNTED AS PJ'S okay.
ms choo is prob staying over for the second night hahahahaha
bring along cards or board games for the PJ party,alternativly we can take a night
walk or chill at the beach haha. we'll comfirm that on the day it's self

as for the mornings/afternoon
those who need to go back for the languae classes, please do so.
we dont want teachers to complain abt our class.
afternoons are more of free and easy. so we'll disucss what to do when we get there

HOW TO GET TO PASIR RIS CHALET:
there are free shuttle services from pasir ris MRT,
those who want to meet for lunch first, be at pasir ris MRT station by 12pm(optional)

THINGS TO BRING:
- your own cup,plate,fork,spoon etc
-your PJ's
-BBQ stuff(you know who you guys are)
- a tourch light(if have, needed for one of the dinners)
-your smart-causal wear.
-swimming costume( if as a class we go to escape/Wild wild wet)
-$5 exchange gift*

*please make sure it's smth UNISEX and wrap it with news paper.

thats abt all,
sorry im very long winded.. haha
really excited to see you guys there
anything just contact rachel,sit or me! take cares!!!
xoxoxoxo

2009-06-15T10:16:00.002+08:00

what have i been up to?
nothing.. haha work thats all
that day followed mum to TMC(thomson med center),
stoped by the 7 eleven opp to grab a bite, and i saw like
TONS of lollipops, and i realise that maybe my fav lolipop might, JUST might
be girls. haha so YES!! i did find my fav lolipop. haha like after ages.
the last time i ate it was like... before even i fell sick last year!!
haha.
no one actually knows my fav lolipop. actually smth i cant even tell the diff bte one from another. there is only ONE person in this world who actually knows, haha
i miss those times, more of the friendship and the talkin nonsense.
sigh..it's only a hope i have that keeps me going.
oh wells.

2009-06-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

school is over.. 3 weeks time id be doing my first attachment!!!!!!! haha
SGH ward 53.. excited!!!!

2009-05-29T10:23:00.002+08:00

it's been weeks since i have blogged haha'
and there is only ONE and only ONE reason.
i have been having exams and at the same time revising.

look at all five test that i have taken since stepping into
nursing, i can cope haha. really thank God for my good results,
really..like i only study day before and yet i did well. so yes
it clearly shows that it's only by God's grace and help i did well!

my course it rocking cool, today is sorta our last day of school
and last day with our teachers. next week is finals than our holiday
begins. and attchments till october. most of our teachers wont be our teachers
for second sems, goanna miss them yo. lookin pass all the scolding,nagging, etc
they really care of us and only have our best interest at heart.
okok wont get all so emotional here..

actually im in school now have lifeskills class but since i finsih all my test
and homework it's free time for me haha..
okok im going off to watch "I AM SAM" haha

JP0904A, i love you guys haha cant wait for our class camp

2009-05-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

celebrated march,micahs,jessica birthday
and mothers day!! haha MAY..the month of celebration.
life been hectic with exam after exam.
i took a months leave from work.only will go back when i start my hols
youth camp..i cant go! due to the swine flu thing.sigh i know im missing out on
somthing great! oh wells, i guess i cant have everything i want hehe!
class chalet is coming up thou haha! but we have not booked the chalet yet haha
ive got two exams this week, classtest and phase test, phase test is on vital signs
and it's said that alot of people fail it.. haha so just keep me in prayer i cant afford to fail my exams at all. to get my desired GPA, i must really score well!
i had 80% for my first test!! thank God for helping me.. i kinda know where my 20 marks went haha, you know like when you greet you patient right like"morning mam, im STUDENT NURSE so and so" than instead i said "morning mam, im STAFF NURSE..."omg so embrassing lar, i dunno what i was thinkin like the words just came outta mouth haha
oh wells...
anyways pictures from the party earlier haha
enjoy
magandang gabi po...

2009-05-01T21:58:00.003+08:00

most of the jp0904a girls

school has been crazy,
had our very very FIRST test on tuesday
and more will be coming up next week
am i ready??no.. i feel im so busy =(
but i promise im going to sit my butt down
to have at least a good 5 hour study tml!!!
6thmay is my first bio-sci exam hahaha

its so nice just to relax at home on a holiday
wells i had work in the morning than meet the family to go
to little india haha. went to mustafa to get some stuff
like the nusing watch lol

the weather is like CRAZY!!! it's so super hot
i just hope/pray/wish itll like just rain or somthing
hahha

~~my stomach is like killing me~~

2009-04-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

firstweekofschool

in summary it has been awesome,better than i expected
my class is JPA0904.my classmates are great
like they really motivate me to study and pay attention in class haha
my school hours are worst than working hours 745am-6pm...
but at the end of the "day",id be an enrolled nurse!! haha

the food at school is really nice and the portion is pretty big
so i end up not finishing my food.most of my classes are on the 6thfloor
i try to take the lift but the waiting is a killer haha.

people think ITE isint stick, than i'd say your WRONG!!
they are ubber strick... in a way it's good la like cuz my course
deals with humans haha but ya i totaly did not expect it...

okay im running out of what to say haha...
i can only think of one thing now..that is i have alot of work left
to do still. alot of pre/post reading from my tabber book
OH YESS!!! my text book is super super super thick can.. like it's totaly
impossible for us to carry it to/from school haha but it's super interesting
we did the skin today haha and so many interesting fact..
like in our top layer of skin(epidemsis layer) is sub-divided into two more layers
the horny layer and the germinative layer hahahaha i burst out laughing lar when
i read it haha. it's just awesome the way God created us hahahah

2009-04-17T22:14:00.002+08:00

happy48thbirthdaydaddy

for all the things you've done for me,thankyou
for all the knowledge you have passed to me,thankyou
for all my wants/needs you've provided,thankyou
for providing for the family,thankyou

thankyou for being the dad you are...

2009-04-16T20:53:00.002+08:00

do i enjoy school?
yes i do... haha

2009-04-14T21:23:00.001+08:00

first/second day of school
after Good news singapore i had to head back to reality
yes, i started school. it's really cool like studying nursing
haha they have like a ward lab kinda thing with dummies as patient
haha okok i so must take a pic and post it up
my uniform is super thick and my classrooms are like on the 6 floor??
i dont think i need to join a sport as a CCA haha
im enjoyin it so far!!!

goodnewssingapore
it was super super amazing.seeing God's healing power it awsome
like the last day, i women who has ovary cancer could not walk and stuff
and after prayer,SHE RAN!!! an old ah ma took her 'cain' threw it and walked
haha it's just seriously awesome!!
now we're going to pray for 100% FOLLOWUP!!!!!!

im glad you came!!!

2009-04-06T09:44:00.003+08:00

come down this good friday, saturday and easter sunday for an awesome time
730pm EVERY NIGHT at the indoor staduim.
dont miss out on your miracle.
also planet shakers will be down for our easter MORNING service at the indoor together with reinhard bonnkie. you dont wanna miss out.
so just come down and be bless!
see you there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps: if you got no one to go with.. ill glady meet you!jus let me know

2009-04-03T23:58:00.003+08:00

outing with the 4x100m girls
it was a blast. really i never thought id enjoy it this much
we met at 12-ish at pri school gate. i cant believe that we have to sign in
even though we are ex-students haha of wells than we realise that the pri school
had not been dismissed so from 12pm-130pm we just bummed around in the canteen
130 we went to the office to "search" as esther would say for out track teachers.
we finial found all and headed to J8 to eat pastamania.
it was so good just to sit and chat about the old days and update each other about
our current life. we have been tru think and tin..heaven and hell( i mean training)
i dont think i could have survied my track days with out them!
we should catch up more often!!!

i miss those old days.like there is no worries and stuff..
i hate changes.. yes i know it's part of life but i just dont like it.
why cant life just be simple? haha
life is going to change for me once again. thats suxs.
gotta get use to a whole new life style..make changes, give up stuff
arrgghh... oh wells, life isint a bed of roses

2009-04-02T15:36:00.002+08:00

april fools at swensens
it was fun..not like any of my normal fools day haha
spent the whole day at work 9am-11pm..tired?DUH!! it was a killer
there were times where my eyes were telling me "mel,you better get your
butt home and give me a break!!"
and there were times that laughter kept me awake.
we did not play any MAJOR tricks-due to the fear of being killed haha
only on one particular manager who fell for our tricks TWICE!!!!!! haha
omg..priceless to see their reaction when they got fooled.
fools day also marked 5 months of me working there..fast aye.
i did not realise until someone asked me how long have i been working
thinking of finding a new job?it's tempting, i mean there are better paying jobs out there,plus some are alr leaving, but than who's hire me?haha like i have my nursing attachements and stuff . so for now it's best just to stick at swens.plus it's just a stone stroll away from home.

first day of school is drawing near. got my uniforms and stuff alr(i think i said that before..haha) i have yet to get my pens and stuff.. a MASSIVE shopping spree
for me..haha most of my friends have alr started or will start one week later than me
so kinda have no one to go shopping me, haha
i out grew my spec. and i dont wanna wear contacts anymore..haha

okay i need someone to follow me pick out spec(s) and stuff for school.
anyone?

2009-03-28T10:08:00.001+08:00

2009-03-28T09:57:00.002+08:00

i did not realise how long i did not post.
if your wondering why it's because i was out of town.
went back to manila for kuya mark's and ate hazel's wedding

it was fun, i enjoyed my stay day.
it just makes me realise how much i miss my family back there.
everyone has grown and it's hard to catch up. but never the less
i still tried my best. it was a short 4 days stay.
mama is 81 years old, and my cousins are all in their 20-ies haha
fast how time flys. i still can remember when we were still young, we would run around in our PJ's haha.those pricless memories.

when i got back it was no time for rest, started work a day after and
had to register for nursing at ITE simei. i got my uniform alr.
it's so exciting, starting a new phrase in my life. but im scared at the same
time. what an irony. took my new ez-link card picture, sadly i had to pin up my
bangs.haha but i think i looked fine.

my swallon eye
as i am typing, my eye is swallon, it looks like if i got bashed up
but no, it was hurting last night, and i kept rubbing it, and this morning when i woke up it was swallon..omg how am i going to go out? arrgghhh
it just spoils my whole day..

2009-03-10T15:33:00.002+08:00

mybirthday

it started off on sunday after service
the youth gave me a cake and sang and stuff
than went to sizzler for lunch/tea
haha.it was nice. i was contemplating if we shd go to
tpy swensens or just sizzler but thinking of swensens
food.. i went to sizzler.you cant blame me,
i see swens food EVERYDAYY!!! haha

9thmarch
went down to school at one plus
just to thank my teachers for everything before i start nursing
wont have much time to visit if im going to work and study
so went yesterday.than went for lunch with ms chng!
it's great when you can just talk to your teacher about
ANYTHING under the sun, it was a great lunch,we laughed
and chatted and ate!
met matt after that just to find ourself bumming in j8
he was kind enough to pei his big sis to kill time
before i had to report for duty. we just walked aimless-ly
and chatted. it was good you know, just some bro-sis time
WITHOUT fighting haha. than i headed off to work while matt went to collect
the hamsters.YES!! not only do i have two dogs, i have two hamsters too haha
someon from work got them for me!!! haha thank you a ton! i really like
them and they are exactly like you, know how to sleep only lol!!
so anyways work was ok..wasnt too busy;mondays are like that
everything was good until kahlid decided to smash mash potato into my face
along with weiqi!! haha after which i had wip-cream on my face,and
the mater mind behind that was our manager on duty!!!you know who you are
it was fun though! haha
thank you for all the birthday wishes and presents
especially to the swensens staff for an unforgetable night..

now i can say im 17 years old

pictures tonight

2009-03-08T20:31:00.002+08:00

since im turning 17 soon..haha

By:sound of music

You are 16 going on 17
Baby its time to think
Better beware
Be canny and careful
Baby you're on the brink

You are 16 going on 17
Fellows will fall in line
Eager young lads
And grueways and cads
Will offer you food and wine

Totally unprepared are you
To face a world of men
Timid and shy and scared are you
Of things beyond your kin

You need someone
Older and wiser
Telling you what to do
I am 17 going on 18
I'll take care of you

(Liesl)
I am 16 going on 17
I know that i'm naive
Fellows I meet may tell me I'm sweet
And willingly I believe

I am 16 going on 17 innocent as a rose
Bachelor dandies
Drinkers of brandies
What do I know of those?

Totally unprepared am I
To face a world of men
Timid and shy and scared am I
Of things beyond my kin

I need someone
Older and wiser
Telling me what to do
You are 17 going on 18
I'll depend on you

part of the song:

Sound_of_Music -

2009-03-06T11:06:00.003+08:00

i think this place has been abandoned by me
haha..the only reason i have is that im lazy to blog
work was a stretched last week.madness
this week is more calm..week ends i got..
not the best schedule that id want,oh wells
soon school will start and my hours will be cut...
we shall store up for the winter hahaha

life has been good..
if im not bumming at home;trying out new receipe
im out window shopping (=

anyways today is my darlings 8th month!
haha time flys and he has grown!!haha

and today is somones birthday haha
the 7th anniversary of his 21st bday haha
get it??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
while you celebrate your birthday
im beeing tortured at the outlet thats just so not fair *grins*
hope today will be a blast for you

2009-03-02T10:45:00.000+08:00

first day of school
just thinking of it kills me

2009-02-25T09:37:00.002+08:00

what am i going to do today?
i realised that for the month of feb,
everyweek i will sure go for at least A movie
haha expensive?no haha..cuz i had tons and tons
of free movie passes.haha

going to catch hejustnotthatintoyou
is that the title? haha oh whatever
thr trailer seems nice..
proberly next week ill go catch marely&me/confession of a shoperholic
haha. than after the movie,i wanna go to swensens to eat icecream haha
than going to head to amk hub to get my bag
got to start preparing for school alr..
going away in late march and there are many outreachers in april
so ill just slowly prepare now..

omg today sounds so promising and exciting..haha

fater wake up..im waiting for your call
hahaha

2009-02-24T22:28:00.003+08:00

i did not get into poly..
so ITE simei it shall be for me
am i sad?no..just kinda disappointed...but ill get over it
thank you to those special who talk me thru things and
help me make sense of everything. i really appericaite it

i may not understand everything now,
but i know your plans are the best. and i chose to
give thanks for giving me a school to go to. all things
work for good for all who love you

2009-02-24T10:29:00.002+08:00

life,isinta bed of roses

what ive been up too?WORK!!
it's tiring but than everyones schedule has been
cut but for me, the min a work is 3 times a week
others only get one or max 2! plus on top of 3 times a week
if they are short on workers than i get called down!
which mean id have more shopping money for philipiens
hahaha!!last month i only had $67 plus, cuz i was
ultra lazy to work!

talkin about school,
my appeal resutls have not return
my appeal is diff from others, so weather i get in or not,
i should get a letter fomr NYP! but i am only going to wait till the 27th of march
by than if nothing gets in, ITE simei will be my school..
excited?yes i am, new school,new friends plus it's like im
studying something that i really want to,

somepoeple grumble, that they cant get into JC,3 years instead of 2?
i'd say these people are VERY ungrateful and dont know how to thank God
im not gumbling that i may go to ITE, but look at facts, you take 3 years to get a
diploma, but it will take me 6 years... who's worst?but still i chose to give thanks
you should learn too! and now days, how many percent of jc students actually pass their A level
well?would you want to get into a JC but than at the end of the two years you do badly
and have to repeat or worst dont even get into a uni?think..use your head and not your mouth

it's like what two more weeks till my birthday..
excited?well sorta..nothing big on that day. im working night shift 5pm-11pm
well than ill get a free BD fire house haha!
i so need a new camera for my bday! mine died on me, or more like IS dying??
i want a cannon or sony...(do i sound fussy?opps sprry)
oh wells we'll see...

this friday..another net outreach
venue: near the basketball court opp Bishan CC
time:730pm
cost: $0 for visitors
even: CHICKEN FEST!!! haha

eat now...diet later

2009-02-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

life

i feel really good, like sticking to my exercise routine
and stuff.. eating right and all.. besides all that
work is a hand full!
at work, i cant help but falling in love with this song on
my blog; till the end by chen dawei
oh my gosh..all the girls go crazy haha
so yes.. i just love this song..no deeper meaning

my birthday is coming up haha..
well to me, it's just another day..
17th this year.. not that biggie
godma alr got me my early bday present
a cross necklace that i wanted haha
yayness
=)

tml workin in the afternoon...

2009-02-15T18:31:00.002+08:00

wonder why i have no v.day post?
thats because i was sweting my guts out at work.lol
work was a blast,we survived on candles with tiny lights
because we offed the lights so it would be romantic?
haha it was maddness id say, we had like super uber long Q that had
no end. it was table after table, order after order.
i was place in station one(more like i wanted station one)
which comprises of the first 9 tables, was paird with xiaowei but
she had dual stations so most of the time i was left alone.
being at station one and near the hosting area, manager hosting will
definately call on you to do EVERYTHING!! and yes that is was happen
i was like running everywhere.. i dont even think my brain was able to
process certain stuff haha

looking at all those who came in, families,
gf/bf, friends etc i laughed to myself and thought
if only we humans can show this kinda love to our love
ones everyday and just not on special occasions

so it was full house from 6pm all the way till 10pm,
until rest.manager had to stop and say our last order is at 10:15pm
even then, most of our table were full, so we could not start our clossing
until about 10:30 id say, than i could start to soda the whole place, and by 10:45pm
we were empty haha
we cleaned and stuff and we ONLY left at 11:45pm

i gave the girls flowers and the guys choc, i so wanted to take
a grp picture witht all the deco and stuff but we were all too shaged..
so yes, it was a perfect night just no pictures

thank you all, for making it unforgetable v.day
sir alan,mam nieva,sir romeo,xiao wei,siwei,nana,rabbani,wendy,ashayf,ruth
xoxoxoxo

tmls night is work again..

2009-02-12T10:21:00.002+08:00

did i say in my previous post,
that im workin night shift on valentines day??
tired to change my shift, but no one would change..cuz
IT'S VALENTINES DAY??
lol anyways on the bright side i think it's going to be fun working.
like i said, I THINK ONLY! haha
the atmosphere is so..OMGosh at swensens,
you cant escape from feeling the valentines day mood! haha
making sense..i doupt i am..
oh wells just come down and peep and you'll know
working with siwei and xiaowei on sat..haha two those two around
it spells CRAZY!! haha it's fun, just laughing while serving.

was called down for last min replacement yesterday till 11pm
came back shagged, just to find out that rusky ate a HUGE bone
and would need X-ray today. did not really get a good nights rest cuz
rusky was vomitting and i had to check if there was blood,and kind matthew
cleaned it for me.

now, ive gottat go bacck to school to help mswong with stuff after which
i gtg back to work to finish up my MCQ test, which i always say i will come
but i dont show up??oops.. i have valid reasons okay.. but
ya i dont waht the word trainiee on my badge anymore
so i shall just go take the test..but i have not study..

tml it's work for me till 5pm than IT'S NET at grace's playgound
TGIF!!! haha

2009-02-11T08:55:00.002+08:00

I can hardly imagine inviting special friends over for dinner
and then throwing a few leftovers into the microwave to serve up to them.
But if I were to do that,
it would speak volumes about how I really feel about them.
Giving God the leftovers of our lives
speaks volumes about His true worth to us.

Anyone can offer the leftovers.
Only those who love God more than anything else
will serve up the very best for Him. — Joe stowell.

i woke up this morning with intension to just hurry clean the house
and jump online and surff the net, but than just outta blue i went to the
RBC daily devotions webbie and did my devotions-like Gods way of tellin me to do my devotions.. and as i read todays verse, it just struck me,
how many times do i give God my leftovers
in time,energy,concentration and my life.and how many times do i really give me
my all;just at services,youth/church camp? but than what happens to the rest
of the time,
God gave his all,no holding back,than i wonder,why am i holding back...

dear God,
forgive me for i have given you only my left overs
consume my life lord

2009-02-09T21:46:00.003+08:00

do you see the resemblence?

haha like a total duh!!!

i uber cant wait to go back up..haha miss all of them tons

and i bet ciazar wont reconise me anymore..boo hoo hoo

haha, tito deny's chic rice.. i can just taste it from here haha

and of cuz the shopping..haha

i cant wait to eat mama's breakfast

till then...

tml is mummy and daddy's annerversary..

i have yet to get the ice cream cake from my work place

im still cracking my brains on how to do the surprise...

2009-02-09T09:53:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!
SO IT'S TRUE,THAT YOUTH CAMP IS WIHT CHUCH CAMP
IN JUNE? AND OUR SPEAKER IS PASTOR JUDE FOUQUIER????????OH MY GOSH!!!!!! I SO MUST MUST MUST MUST GO..
PLEASE PRAY THAT ITE WOULD PROVIDE HOLIDAYS
AND IF I GO TO POLY, PRAY THAT I CAN GO!!!!!!

2009-02-08T21:46:00.002+08:00

thankGodfornewthings

daddy got me my laptop..
haha it's really fun. but wierd
like somethings i still go to the main com but than i realise that
my com is in my room?? haha

anyways the koreans have gone,
no more home stay..
it's pretty sad cuz ive been with them for a month??
haha oh wells.. life moves on.
tml work from 12pm-5pm!! haha
in a way, i dont look forward to valentines day
cuz there is super alot of promotion,which means more things
to remember,which may lead to wrong orders?
lol..but if your not doing anything on that day, than
come visit me at bishan swensens.. i hear the promo's are really good
haha im working night shift-5pm-11pm on sat
so come okay..

2009-02-07T22:08:00.003+08:00

you guys really mean alot to me..

i dont have all your pic, got it from ate ruth's friendster.

i enjoy every min i work with you guys!

and sometimes i wish the time wont pass so fast.irony?

love you guys trucks loads

xoxox

2009-02-07T09:38:00.003+08:00

steam boat yesterday was a blast! haha
especially the qigebage talent contest!!
all my bets went to nick tan! haha the way he acted..
so im-prom-too!! acting like some girl being chased by nick sow..
and nicktan is going to become a police man..
OMg, what??? is _______ in the hands of this man!!!
lol, im sure he'll make a great one thou!
im happy i went, did not want to go at first cuz i was really drainned ouut
to the max.. but than..since it rainned and i could not go joggin/swimming
i decided to just go..and God blessed me..
had a really good long chat with grace to anf from futsing,
talking about our net,nursing and just stupid things that happen
in my week..it's just great having someone to laugh with you..
and besides, at least i get to chat with my leader-grace chan..plus today
i cant make it for net before edge so i guess yesterday replaced it?

i really thank God for giving me the Joy to go to work,
initally i started out very happy and stuff than i just got bored and stuff,
everyone was enjoying themselves while im working!!
than the verse came,whatever you do, do it unto the lord
and it just hit me.. and i really and to pray and ask God to change my mind set
haha indeed God is awesome!!!

you know, no matter how simple your request is, God will still listen and answer?
like last net, we prayed that nicktan would have friends in his army camp.
i mean how simple pray it is right? and yesterday i learned that he DID make friends
and his week was a whole lot better.. look..i was just stunned in a awe of God..
and it makes me wanna pray more!!

i cant wait for edge tonight. i have not gone in 3 weeks?
i MUST cut that habbit..lol
i really dunno what i am going to do after edge,but proberly
either head to s11 witht the group for head to novena's harvey norman
to get my long awaited laptop!! they are having a HUGE reduction sale.
so im gonna check it out and hopefull get a laptop.

actually, my parents werent at all for the idea of a lap top.
they said dont waste money since we alr have a com at home
and my course that i intented to do was nursing(this happen in 2007)
so sorta convinced them and my mom said, okay but on the condition that
i get bellow 20 points for my L1R4..
my mom made this promises but she never in her mind thought that ill
do well..thats cuz i just cant study for nuts!! REALLY.. i can study uber hard but
fail my test still? so back to the laptop.
my mom was stun that i had 19 points haha..which means they owe me
a laptop for my bday, but since there is a sale ill proberly get it earlier!! WOOW!!

OMG..shit im going to be so late for work!!
.

2009-02-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

omg omg omg omg omg omg!!! haha
omg=OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!
i did not get the letter,but i got an sms haha and yes i got in
together with rabbani!! haha for now, thats where im heading
until or when or if God wants me in poly!
im excited yo!! haha

went for two SGH appointments today
and both doc clear me for marathons,
thou one said marathons are for non-humans?lol
bad news: adidas sundown marathon is full!!! ahhh
i so super badly wanted to do the 10k run,oh wells
i'll just find another.

had long long,super long chat wit mum
about stupid,important,personal,emotional things
it was great,just mother daughter bonding time.
and on GREAT NEWS
im going back to manila from 20th to the 25th of march
haha..ill get a post bday celebration...haha
i am so uber excited haha
shopping,baby sitting,kuya's wedding AHHHHHHH
it just spells excitment...

2009-02-02T23:41:00.002+08:00

all in a days work

today was challenging.. only me and shahidah were on the floor/service
which means 24 table divided by two people?plus it is night shift? OMG!!
but it was worth is,time FLEW by..hahah.actually i wanted the time to past
SLOWER!! due to some reason. tml is the appeal for poly..ahhh okok
actually i am fine with anything,but i just wanna know where im going!!! haha
oh wells,time will tell..

valentines day is coming up..
and my plans are??????NOTHING
not like previous years,so many memories.
but not this year it may sound lonely
but i know i have friends who will pull me thru this day...
plus it's a sat so assume there is edge?that takes care of the late half of the day.
prob go out if im not working.. haha

tml i have a date...with someone called jogging.

2009-02-02T09:47:00.002+08:00

i feel...
i kinda wish i was the JC students, going back to school today.
i really miss studying. more over, everyone-well most
Olevel students have been posted to their schools.
i feel really lousy because i have not, im still pending my results from my interview
and my appeal results. why cant they just give answers on the spot.
my appeal to poly looks good, i hope i can get in but whatever, i just want Gods will in my
life. truthfuly i have fallen in love with simei ITE part of me wants to go there
but part of me NEEDS to go to poly, going ITE route takes me 6 yrs to become a registered nurse while poly takes 3 yrs?
sigh....

God,please take control

2009-01-30T22:21:00.002+08:00

melody feels very ambious!!
haha. i wannt do the 10k adidas sundown marathon!! haha
this means start training now? so i did.. and i think i OVER DID IT! haha

omg...im so excited can???

2009-01-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

the koreans just left!! haha
it's been a blast to have them around
went to east coast beach etc.

well okay for this person(s) who wants to know my o's
i know everyone knows i missed tons for school due to being sick
so i really thank God for the points i got
L1R4:19 and L1R5:25
it's really a blessing and i know i could not have done it W/O God
big God..small problems, small god...BIG problems
i thank JESUS for being BIG haha

it's my calling and passing to become a nurse.
poly is 28 points, yes i can get in but i failed math..
so technically i cant apply, so with teachers/leaders/praying
ive decided to go for paramedic nursing and nursing in simei ITE
(dual certificate)

initally i was very happy about my points but when i got to know i
had to go to ITE, i was really down and grumbling. and i was fighting with God.
looking back i feel so ungratful. and with his still voice he said,
"those in ITE are my children too,do not dispise them."
i was stun and gracefully allowed again Gods will in my life
whatever it is, i know he will give me nothing but the best.
so this thur is my interview..so please pray!!

to those out there
if God has promised you smth, dont give up on it
for he will bring it to pass!

2009-01-21T10:27:00.000+08:00

i think rusky is depressed..i mean I KNOW
just sent lexi for her opp..
ahh i really miss her and i hope it all goes fine

2009-01-20T12:31:00.003+08:00

rusky is getting his groomin done NOW!! at home

we called the groomers over for rusky,
i totally expected him to bark and stuff while shaving his hair
cuz they are new to him.
i was in denialy that rusky was thin,but after them shavin his fur
HE IS A FAT

maybe i spoke to soon,he is barking now! haha
thats cuz he does not like people to cut his nails!!

RUSKY ROCKS MY WORLD

2009-01-19T21:28:00.003+08:00

I AM PROUD OF MYSELF

i actually went for an one hour jog! lol
so fetched marc to swiming than went jogging

i purposly jogged towards bishan park there so i wont bumb into
any teachers, ESPECIALLY any PE teahcers lol
so i was happly joggin with mom than all a sudden
some car kept horning, AND IT WAS MS LENA CHNG&MR TEN!
OMG..off all the people lar..haha than while i was joggin saw mr tan!so much
for not wanting to bumb into PE teachers haha
wat a day man!

2009-01-13T09:55:00.002+08:00

i thank God for seeing me through my olevels
and most importantly my results, i was a nervous reck at that time
but the peace of God surrounded me,
when i saw my results, i just broke down and cried
because I DID SUPBER WELL!! thinking that i missed 6 months of school
and during prelim i was rushed to hospital bu ambulance!
MY GOD IS BIG!!!
BIG GOD...SMALL PROBLEMS

2009-01-12T09:03:00.001+08:00

it's the last time i wear my school U
it's the last time mr lee is my form teacher
it's the last time ill have the privilage to study with 3/4peace

im counting on God for my results

2009-01-09T11:19:00.001+08:00

everlasting God by newlife worship

One thing I know that I have found
Through all the troubles that surround
You are the Rock that never fails, You never fail
One thing I know that I believe
Through every blessing I receive
You are the only One that stays, You always stay

Chorus
You never change,
You're still the same
You are the Everlasting God
You will remain after the day is gone a
nd the things of earth have passed
Everlasting God

now i know that all i need is God,
not her/him/they/us

2009-01-07T20:58:00.002+08:00

DID YOU HEAR
omg...okay well melody you alr prepared yourself for this
gary told me 12th but than mr lee said 15th so i was kinda preparing
for 15th.than behold..mr eddie lim smsed me that IT'S ON THE 12TH
AHHHHHHHHH...
before this everyone kept asking me abt it and i said i was ubber excited
well yes i am, but it just dawn on me alright haha. all sort of possible situation
it reminds me of last year,when we were withnessing the results last year,
i cried lar..thou i was not getttin ANY RESULTS!!! but i could feel the tension
in the hall!!

i know deep down,even if i have to redo my o's, ill get over it and do my best
but you know at tat point of time you'll get very emotional?

okok i shall keep calm! in a way, im glad im working tml.takes my mind off things

2009-01-06T16:04:00.003+08:00

i am so happy that i went back to school today!
i really felt outta place thou haha.
met ms chng and had lunch with her,we chatted about the stupidest things
under the sun.haha it just made my day... seeing my teachers
as ms chng say " melody has gotta bitch she is refering to lexi the
female dog!!! lol

than met mr lee and talked, haha it's nice, thats all i can say
im grateful to God for them

2009-01-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

it feels like it's still holiday.anyone agree?
i start work tml.now i know why all the oldies say that
"you better enjoy school life "haha
i FINALLY am able to meet up with my teacher
on tue.haha it's nice to have teachers that will make time for you!
rumor has it that results are coming out on 9th jan or 12thjan!!

jesus,im counting on you,even if it's the smallest things
in my life

2009-01-03T09:51:00.003+08:00

myfirstpostof2009

i started my year with a B-A-N-G!!
was at watch night service,it's really heart warming to open the new year
in God's house!
so on first jan, the whole bellido family went to BISHAN PARK!
one of my new year resoultion is to learn how to ride a two wheeler,
yes im a noob! lol so mummy taught me how.OMGosh, it is so malu
my own brother-MICAH was teaching his older sis! haha it spells a big NOOB!
haha but yes i learnt it afterall and i was going fullswing haha!
went jogging ard with rusky too!! haha i proberly lost 0.0001%of fat haha

than in the eve we went over to grannies house to spend time with her
than we went to this place where we'd always go when im younger-so they say
but i was happy i got to open the year with eating 2 BIG CRABs!lol
we orded quite alot and it was only $100 dollars and we got free desert! haha

so on the secondjan
the 3 boys headed off to school, i really felt lonely and outta place
yes i can hear all students grumbling but i really miss school
and if i had to redo my o's there is no place i'd want to do it except KCPSS
i smsed my teachers and they were ever so loving haha,will be meeting
some of them soon! MS ALSAGOLF IS BACK YO!! haha i so must see her

than at 2pm,sonya and u.kenny came to take me mummy and mat
to pasir ris pet farm!to be specific pet movers
really i feel cheating by paying so much for rusky. but than i dont regret
cuz he's an awesome dog!
so guess what we did, i took ALL my christmas money with some of the boys
we combined and got a play mate for rusky.
her name is lexi,she is 4 mths(coming 5) old born on 16th july 2008.
she is the total opp of rusky,when rusky first came home,he ran all over the
place,but lexi is just stayin at the same spot the whole time(she is in a pan)
rusky is really a good boy, i thought he'd be rough with her,but instead he is ever so loving
he sits by her! last night he did not sleep till she ate her food!
sometimes when rusky is next to her,she'd secertly crawly next to him haha!
i sense LOVE in the air lol indeed it's PUPPY love

lexi is a very special dog,actually there was a prettier dog but mummy said to take lexi
well we just had alot of compasion for her. her one eye is bigger than another.
they said she is not blind but born like that.
well mummy thinks she's blind,but we're going to the vet to check her.
right now,they are both sleeping!

okay enough abt dogs, i feel really guilty cuz i missed the first net of the year!
i totally lost track of time! and net was at 630!!! arrgghh
nevermind ill go for the first edge of the YEAR! haha

m excited for what God has installed for me!

2008-12-30T21:22:00.002+08:00

twothousandeight

tml ill be sonya's house than over to watch service where
we as a church will open the new year!that spells E-X-C-I-T-E-D!!

well i think i have post this many a times
but never the less it's not going to stop me!
i really thank God for this year,
yes it was full of downs rather than up,but no one said life was a bed of roses
through it all,God saw me thru.
he saw me thru my olevels,times when i was sick,heart breaks and even now
when i thought i had no more strenght to go on,he gave my strength

i know 2009 will be a better year and there are so many things to look
forward to.

opening of the tution center at the edge
where we do sorta free(5$) tution for the underprivallage
my olevel results
nursing school
church camp
youthcamp!!!-i am beliving GOD THAT I CAN GO!! he can do the impossible

there is so many more! oh yes yes, i signed up for worship ministry!!
im super excited for that!

SEE!!! indeed God is faithful! like i said in my previous post,PEOPLE WILL FAIL US!
but GOD WILL NOT!

2008-12-29T22:56:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!!!
qigebage's thanks giving was the best yo!
we all were pretty sporting and wore winter wear!
haha it was really fun!
it was uber cold! imagine edge always this cold??? *gasp*
the deco team did a really good job
and joy leong was a really good mc!! haha
way to go guys!!!
pictures tml!!!
listen to the song!! it's really in tune to what grace spoke about!

2008-12-28T23:47:00.002+08:00

"you are everything to me,
you are everything i need,
i fall down at your feet, at praise you
yes i praise you my king"

i feel quite a fool,
trusting in someone whom i knew from the start would fail me?
you know time and time again, i always get proved that jesus is all i need!
yes i know, i was tell myself that at the end of the year,
but in the middle of the year, it's flown out of the window!
you know, i know God will help me thru this time
not that God did not help me previously,more like i was just plain stubborn.

"im counting on,im countin on jesus
im counting on,im countin on jesus"-new song we learnt!

TML QIGEBAGE'S THANKS GIVING!!!!!

2008-12-26T12:45:00.005+08:00

christmas2008

had to be at church at 830 AM cuz my brothers had to rehersal
so i went to look for things to do..and i found this lil boy..

his name is caleb!! and he is abt 3 years and he has a mei mei-who is only one month

so i played with caleb and stuff

than he got fasinated by the youth on stage singing/rehersal. he wanted to go on stage too

so he kept asking me to carry him.

one of the items was little magan playing a violin!! she is super talented.

she played:we were the reason. during service i was holding caleb's mei mei

till she fell asleep than i gave her back to a.ann! than i accompanied jolin thru out

service.we sat RIGHT INFRONT!! cuz she could not see! i really enjoyed sitting with a 8yr

old! she asked questions that got me thinking,questions that made me laugh,

questions that i knew the ans but did not know how to explain it to her!

and at the end of the service,she went up for altar call. i cried! haha it just melted my

heart to see a young girl making the right choice!and it brought back my memory

when i was a lil girl responding to that call to!

anyways this yrs christmas servcie was the best! funny,but right to the point.

than aft service,we came home to open ALL THE PRESENTS under the tree

those presents are just for my family alone!! but 3/4 of it belongs to marc and micah.

as your age no. gets bigger, your presents gets lesser.but it's okay!

i suffered from bordom while watching marc and micah open up presents

so thats what i did

and rusky got jealous and started looking for his presents.

i put baken treats in his presents so that will make him

tear the wrapper

and at last he found it!

he posed for the camera with his camera

haha!! look at this tounge!!

thats all the presents i got!! but im contented!

and thats ruskys two NEW toys!

than at 530pm,we cabbed down to u.mohan's house

for family reunion! and two meet my baby cousins-kaitlyn

who is coming 7months!

i was too busy playing with her that i did not take any more pic!! haha

tml is reunion dinner at MY HOUSESS!!

more pictures!

i cant wait for monday, it's our youth thanksgiving party!

and i super LOVE the theme!

more pic than too!!

HAPPY BOXING DAY!!!

2008-12-26T11:43:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to You

Happy Birthday dear Jesus

Happy Birthday to You.

Happy birthday Jesus

I'm so glad its Christmas

All the tinsel and lights

And the presents are nice

But the real gift is You.

Happy birthday Jesus

I'm so glad its Christmas

All the carols and bells Make the holiday swell

And it's all about You

Happy birthday Jesus

Jesus I love You!

2008-12-25T15:33:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!

2008-12-24T00:33:00.003+08:00

it's been ages!!since i blogged, i just had no mood
and nothing to say.well i was/am down with a very bad flu
since the 17th of dec.

okay, went crazy shopping today, got new shoes,new jeans.
and tml after work, im so going to cotton on to shop.
it's super cheap!

went to center point;somerset, went to get mommy's
christmas gift which was 50$ wow wow wow! lol
than saw club mark was having a closing sale all items were from
$5-$19, so i got a jeans which was actually $30 over bucks for 19bucks!!!
lol!! i really wanta top but could not find a nice one=(
nevermind,there is still TML,TML is only a day A-W-A-Y!!! haha
actually it's alr the 24th!! haha
CHRISTMAS EVE YO!!!!

than met michelle,ate at subway,somemeat ball thing
which i have not eaten but was a really good choice made by her!
we talked!! and talked and talked,she the best you know,
really, im not saying for the sake of it but thats how i truely deeply feel!
i love you dearest!

than we headed to grace chan's block for caroling! haha
it really brings up the festive season you know, haha
ahhh i cant wait for thur service, it's going to be awesome.

2008-12-21T23:53:00.001+08:00

YO!! meet my unlce dave and my baby cousin kaitlyn!!
guess what?they are coming on on TUESDAY!!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

2008-12-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

isit just me or has our youth ministry grown? i know for sure that next year
there will be twice as many people in this pic, WITH ME IN IT! lol

i lost my voice, how i really dont know. HOW CAN I GO CAROLING?
i have got two days MC, so tml and fri i dont have to work.
blessing in dis-guys(OOPPS!!)

okay im going to make a list of things i wanna do before i/any of my friends
go back to school

2008-12-16T22:38:00.001+08:00

WOW!! janice is coming back or is back!! haha i cant wait to catch up
with her on sunday! talkin about that,
im pose to meet up with angie tml, but non of us has made solid arrangements?
lol maybe ill ask her to have breakfast at futsing?

I HAVE NOT EVEN STARETD ON CHRISTMAS PRESENT

2008-12-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

haha!!!
work was good today! i got to work with si wei today!! haha
she's really a nice person! and she is one year older than me?
unfair! i am the youngest!pftt
i am uber excited for daddy's dinner and dance tml!
well i know no one, but i really love dressing up*grins*

did the henna on both my hands, and i still have a lot left?
maybe ill do my feet too? dunno la, very lazy!!

somonehelp?

2008-12-11T21:59:00.006+08:00

it's ruskys day out today! lol we took him grooming!
i dont have a car-DUH!! i am too young so how do we take him ALL the way to vivo?

step1:put him into a dog carrier

step2:make sure there is smth of his/her from home in the bag

SEE!! all ready to go!! WOW!!!

okay wait, side track, i think i should trim my fringe!*smiles*

okay so we took rusky to orchard first cuz we were supose to meet GM!

but she ps us=( lol i understand thou. firstly grandma is OLD*oops* and she just

returned from m'asia yesterday!

so mummy ran GM errents instead.cuz dog's are not allowed in HSBC buildings

we stayed out side!

REMEMBER! dont leave the bag unattended, it looks suspicious!*big stares*

instead get your brother to accompany the bag! hahaha

at most, do thinigs to entertain yourself like...take pictures!

(that bag does not fit my dressing!)
anyways,than we cabed down to taka supermarket,which is at lil india-i think

to buy some indian stuff? i mean costume for daddy and matt.

sat is dad's DND, so we decided to go indian this year!

last year was cow boy=.= HELLO, IM A GIRL!

than it stared raining and we ran for shelter at farer park station!

so yes,6 stops to harbour front! let me let you in on stuff abt rusky.

he tends to bark when we stand still or sit, so when we carry him in that bag

we CANT sit and if we stand still(like in a train) we've got to PRETEND we're walkin! lol

so yes my fingers were crossed;hoping he would shush up

he looks super squash! lol!! and his hair-do is uber MESSY!

thats why we were brining him for grooming!

so groming at vivo takes 3 hours! so what did i do?

went to diaso-2$shop to go wild! lol mummy got stuff for the house while

me.matt and micah took pictures*wink*

marc? he was pushing the trolly from mom-sucha good boy!

as the saying goes:BLIND LEADING THE BLIND!

okay, imagine if i was born in the 60's and i had to wear spec? this is how

I'd look? NO THANK YOU!!! thank God for contact lenses!

i dunno why i look pale, i guess cuz i have not eaten in 2 days! lol

like sister like brother! lol

so after playin at diaso for 2 hours, we went back to check on rusky!

okay when rusky first went for grooming, the groomer siad that he is very noisy!

so as i walk back, i expected to hear rusky's bark/cry

but instead he was a darling. SEE...

lol, i am so proud of him!! haha okay i was not supose to take pic

but i could not resist!
so i took EVEN MORE!

i wonder if he can see us?

so we waited for an hour and this is the finial product! haha!!

hahah! so thats rusky's day out! than brought him home

and i manage to eat at last! haha my fav bake rice!

but than...my heart started to beat fast.

saw a charming guy! NO!!! you wish! it just happen

like my condition before! refused to take the med,

but it was getting really uncomfortable and mummy forced me too.

sigh, but deep down i know, God has alr healed me!

so equation for today

taking rusky out+takin tons of pic=melody is uber happy!

thank you dear jesus for a wonderful day and bring the campers back safely!

2008-12-10T23:42:00.003+08:00

a stinkin head ach+a visit from soneone at work= a happy day!
adds up?NO!! but thank God it was a happy day for me!

2008-12-09T23:31:00.003+08:00

yes it's last yr's yc, but who cares!

dear lord,
i pray that you keep them safely-in port dickson-and bring them back safely too.
do a mighty work in them,
reveil your plans and visions to these young ambassidors
touch each and ever one of them in your own special way
and bring them back refreashed for a new year
amen

2008-12-09T10:53:00.002+08:00

work is hectic this week and it's only TUESDAY! lol
i was working yesterday and looking at my watch thinkin about what the youth would
be doing! ahhh i really wish i was at port dicksom with them! it's okay i've carmen with
me!! haha

OMG i know God has his reason for me staying back in spore!
one of my collegues is wanting to come for EDGE!! WOW
i am uber happy! carryin out God's plan and will even at my work place!
it humbles me alot cuz i nvr knew such things would happen!
yes i know with God ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!!*wink*

today i have an exam!! i nvr knew workin in F&B also had to take an exam?
oh wells if i pass, i'd get my cardd!! haha instead of asking others!

went to town yesterday as family(the moon must have been blue)
lol!! haha i know what i want for christmas lol
will post the pic later!

2008-12-06T20:55:00.003+08:00

it's just been a hactic day! work was good thou there were some bumpers
my buddy just walked out=( and they took it that she resigned=( sigh

than went to edge and received an sms that u.chris wife pass away, well i did not know
she had cancer but still, how does one cope with a death of a mom? aunty was only 49 year old
it just make me think, what if it was my mom. i guess it just boils down to the point that we
should and must treasure the people around us. ahhh ook it's to emo!

on a happy note, matt is out of hospital! YAY!! haha we can go shopping soon man! lol
oh i have next wk's work time table out:

monday-12pm-5pm
wednesday-5pm-11pm
friday-12pm-5pm(i can go for NET:D)
sat-12pm-5pm
sunday-12pm-5pm(NO!! dont worry im going to let my "boss" know i cant work on sundays)

RUSKY'S SIX MONTHS TODAY!!!!

2008-12-06T09:57:00.002+08:00

OMG!! i am sucha pig, i woke up late!!and i have work!!!!!!!!
okay WAIT, than why am i blogging??spare a few mins,using my breakfast time
haha you know, i have not been eating! lol like breakfast lunch and dinner,
the max i just eat one meal??haha
i think working afternoon shift is much boring than evening shift. there are so
many promo's to remember! today is sat, so i am thinking that it might be full house later?
after work-which i end shift at 5 but handing over takes 30min=.= so technically 530pm.
what am i late for? THE EDGE!! arrgghh ill prob take a train down or if i have enough $$
ill cab! but i think cabbing down is alot slower!

i think it's slowly dawning on me that i am missng youth camp=(
i got clearence and i took leave to go(which they actually approved!!) but than the boys
are down with **** and jo fu called that day, i was going to say yes, but than matt landed up
into KKhospital=.=.*pout* arrhh i cant belive im missing it, everyone talks abt
how they're looking forward to it=( oh wells, i told my manager to srap my leave and put me on
for work!-and save the leave for smth else

oh wells christmas is COMING!! and i have done my shopping yet,
ive not gotten new cloths etc!(omg i just ask my marc how to spell cloths) IM A NOOB!!!
okoko i so got to rush now! if anyone read this before edge, PLEASE keep a place for me!
thanks a million

2008-12-04T21:14:00.003+08:00

"I waited patiently for the LORD;
he turned to me and heard my cry."
Psalm 40:1

2008-12-04T20:48:00.002+08:00

YAY!! church has alr given the DVD to us! i am really excited on what God is going to do

in spore thru people's TV! deep down in my heart i know it's going to be a breakthrough

for all the churches, well this is smth my chuch has embarked on this christmas, well

i think it's all the AOG churches. you know, i learnt smth, yes we all want salvation but

we should befriend them. show them whats it is like being a christian. in my opinion,

people these days really want people to befriend them.

this christmas is going to be diff, it's not about me but about them

Jesus,

i wanna be like the moon, reflecting the sun/son's light

2008-12-04T13:43:00.003+08:00

gosh, i got to go for training soon,
i dunno how many times im going to say this but i seriously enjoy my job!! lol
THANK YOU JESUS!
well a little up date on my life,
was at kk hospital till 3 plus AM in the morning cuz matt had to be admitted and they took
super long la,if somone was dieing, the person whould have died!! lol KIDDING
so yes at 3plus i went home and i was so stone i took the wrong lift down and i almost
went into the mortuary! ahhh creepy!! but ya thank God i did not,
well today as i said i have training till 430, meetin si wei than we'll go in together.
than going for prayer meeting? dunno la whats it's called. anyone wanna meet for dinner first?
prob call mich up to date her lol! so ya, I WANT SAT TO COME FAST! cuz i get to work AGAIN!

2008-12-03T19:56:00.002+08:00

someone said they envy me. my question is why?
well truely it's God,jesus who helps me go thru everything. it's because i know he has me
in the palm of this hand that keeps me going. lookin at the past year, i really wonder
how i can still smile. the ans is BECAUSE OF GOD. knowing his promises and know that he
wont give me more than i can take.
well i dunno why cuz normaly im always lookin at the negative side of things
(well somtimes i still do)but it's that song we sang at edge"i can do all things thru christ"
really, it's all through christ.And it is christ that brought me this far!

2008-12-02T23:10:00.001+08:00

thank God for good mentors!
thank God for a happy day!
thank God for a understanding manager!
thank God for a cool supervisor!
haha i enjoyed myself today!

2008-12-02T10:14:00.001+08:00

started work alr!
haha and i have training too! *bleah*
thank God for good collegues and a good manager
i've got training EVERYday but only worked/working yesterday,today(5pm-10pm) and sat!
thank God sat is from 12pm-5pm! I CAN MAKE IT FOR EDGE
but not for the meeting=(
a pretty God start yesterday thou i was a noob! lol okay la,getting the hang of things
after my practical i can do more stuff!YAY's!!!

2008-11-29T16:07:00.002+08:00

gosh
michelle tham,
i am really sorry dear i dont think i can go to youth camp this year
my brothers are down with ****(come and ask me what) and i cant leave the country
cuz im exposed too, but i dont show any signs of it.
i can only get the doc to clear me on wed-which sign has alr ended by then
i was so lookin forward to all the fun and talks and snackin together
but it's all smashed now.

i dunno how to feel,depressed?sad?lonely?irritated that all this is happening?
well this year has been tough enough and i have gone thru the worst so this is nothing
nothing new at all. so since i am not going to youth camp, i went for more interviews
for a job-wanna make full use of my time and to brighten things up i alr got a job
mostly morning shift. at least i have somthing to look forward to.
i dont blame my brothers at all, really. only thing i can do as a sister is remind them
to keep clean and keep them busy? like yesterday, mummy,the boys and i played monopoly
(i really forgot how fun these games are) haha
as for youth camp, somone told me yesterday-treat each service like a youth camp,
God will still show up.

God,
forgive me for always boxing you up,
doupting your ways for me
make me teach-able to your ways

2008-11-27T21:39:00.001+08:00

baby kaitlyn kai en!
haha i have loads more pic but i am too lazy to post
SHE IS COMING BACK! 23rd dec!!! QUICK

2008-11-27T11:20:00.002+08:00

i dunno if i should go and look for more jobs today!!!
but there are so many things to do before i leave for youth camp!HELP!
maybe ill just leave my application down and see what happens!
TML IS REST DAY!! going to vivo to drop rusky at groming than i am going to diaso!
it's a 2$ shop! cool aye. i want to get their pretty boxes for my stuff! ahhh cant wait!
than sat mummy wants to shop at tpy central,
and ill prob go leave my applications at more shops=D

YOUTH CAMP!!
i so cant wait,
last year was a blast and i am expecting more form god this year!!!

"jesus i need
and i want you
jesus i long for your preasence lord
i want you
i want you
cuz all i want is you
all i need is you
i hungry for more
more than ive had before
more of your presence lord
god will you show me more"

2008-11-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

i never knew that finding a job was difficult!*gasp*
most places are already full but i did leave my applications at 3 stores.
and it's not done, i only covered half of the place!
i wanna work at pet lovers centre but i have to go all the way to paya lebar for an interview
anyone knows where 11o paya lebar rd,spore warehouse 08-07? i have to go there for an
interview.maybe monday cuz the stores that i applied for will get back to me latest sat!
it wont affect youth camp cuz i alr said i wont be in singapore! hehehe
and yes daddy FINIALLY signed the form yesterday night! haha i am ubber excited to go!
just two more weeks!

anyway i really need to talk to dog owners! anyone? rusky is sorta giving trouble
neighbours complained that when ever we leave he barks for hours?
but when i leave and come back i dont hear it at all? vet said it's seperation anxiety?
what should i do??

2008-11-23T18:36:00.004+08:00

my best friends are back- coke and coffee. haha i have missed them for the pass few months!lol
okok since im well now there is so many things i wanna do! i really wanna go work but the thing
is what the point cuz youth camp is in 2 weeks so how can i take leave but i alr know where to work! hahaha wont tell!*grins*
plus cuz i have to go visiting one week before christmas! i guess the ideal time is after christmas? and i also wanna take up dance classes! haha either hip hop and modern dance!
OMG youth camp! i seriously cant wait for it haha! my weeks ahead are busy!
tml is grandma's birthday than tue marc is leaving for day's mission
wed im going to tpy and amk to shop thur is FINISH UP CLEANING day,friday i am going to Vivo to get ruskys grooming and at the same time shop! and SATURDAY... I AM GOING INTO JB!! WAHAHA super fun! and cheap! haha and of cuz sunday, church in the morning
than pre-youth rally activites and youth rally!! ahh i am so excited haha!

2008-11-22T19:08:00.002+08:00

my opp is over! YAY! and i am back! i seriously only expected to be discharge tml?
but cuz they could not find anything wrong! thank God.
okay i shall tell you everything about my opp cuz i was awake the WHOLE TIME?
so i left house at abe 11.15am reached about 11.45. so ya did registration and the stuff
you know, the doctors that took care of me in ttsh earlier this year are now in SGH,
so ya haha the doctor who put in the IV plug was my previous doctor! he said my veins are better! haha DUH!! no one has been poking into them lately. ok so after that we waited for the
aunty to bring me to my bed.mummy put me in B2 this time to save $$ and also cuz it's a short
stay. so yes i was in an open ward(which was super HOT) and every where i turned it was
ah ma's haha.i was in a heart ward!duh! so all settled down at 12.15. they told me that my opp was at 2pm but at12.30 they came with the opp theater bed! haha so ya i went to a diff opp room from last year. looked like a X-ray room ya so the serdated me, and gave me a sleepin pill
but i did not sleep so ya, but the jab at the groin was not tat pain cuz it was to nub the whole area
so the opp was 2hours thou it felt like half hour, they played with my heart haha and it was super fast,my heart felt that it was going to burst haha than the removed all the tubes and applied preasure on my wound-cuz it was at the main artery
than i was moved back to my ward and i slept like a pig-med kicked in haha
and i could not move for 6 hours least walk. haah
so yup i'm home now,and i can start my normal activites!
YAY!

2008-11-20T21:41:00.002+08:00

today was better than yesterday! SMILES!!!
ok i am like really HIGH now..YOUTH CAMP!!! OMG i am 90% going! haha
all i have left to do is get the money$ and tell dad. mummy will sign the form for me
and yes, my opp has to go well w/o complecation!
yes, tml is my opperation. i just found out that ill be under LA and not GA!
what do i want?duh GA so i wont feel a single bit of pain! but they said they will ser-date me
so ill be awake but kinda sleepy!so yes please keep me in prayer okay?and COME AND VISIT ME! haha if all goes well i should be out on sunday!

MS CHEN! babe, happy early birthday for the 22nd nov! I LOVE YOU BABE!

just came back from futsing, did not wanna go at first but i am glad i did!
I,MELODY am very proud of VFC kids especially my brother-marc.
the sunday school teachers organized a one day mission trip to JB-our sister church orphanage
to do mission, so today they showed us what they will be doing, with in 3 days, the have mastered so MUCH! so many dances,sign language,puppetry,clown act,human video etc.
just watchin their child like faith made me tear, seeing these kids not ashamed of the gospal
made me thinking. i am so proud that my brother is one of them.
aunty becky-sunday school-was saying that we are like the moon
the moon does not shine it's own light but reflects the light of the sun, just like each one of us christians,we dont shine on our own but we reflect God's light,
we are Gods hands and feet extended

jesus,
renew that child like faith in me, i wanna be like the kids,not ashamed of the gospal

2008-11-19T21:01:00.003+08:00

how was my day?well it suxs!seriously to the max.
why?

it was so unproductive

i slept most of the time

i've got bad cramps

the thought that i have surgery in a days time

blah blah blah!
maybe i am just not lookin on the positive side?
it's so sad, to hear from somone you take as a role model
that your totally not like them,and your the only one who
gives them a listening ear and stuff.it's sad man.
oh wells.
things are not the way i expected it to be,hopefully
things will get better after surgey.anyways i cleaned up all my pictures
off the com so that it'll stop hang-ing.haha and there are so many
thats why i need a laptop of my OWN!all the memories, there are so
many time were i'd wish i can turn the clock back, those times when
there were no worries and full of smiles!! haha i realise my secondary school
days are over and it's pretty sad, it came and gone so fast.it's true what
people say that secondary school days are the BEST! haha

these are the girls that i miss(not leavin out steph and peggy)
you guys made me feel so special and the last two years would not
be any fun w/o these babes.always collecting my homework when im not around
being able to stand all my nonsense! haha actually we were all nonsense!
oh gosh! i kinda hate change, i wish we'd all go to the same couses in poly
but it's impossible, steph is going to ang mo land,peggy to JC,huimin to dance school?( i think i am wrong) and celeste-haha ok i wont say! we may be classmates in private school
haha okok NO!! i dont wanna repeat haha! everyone has gone their own way and tat
sux too but ya i know our friendship is stronger than that!

2008-11-18T10:27:00.011+08:00

Prom was fun! every one dressing up and meetin together.it was ver simply but yet full of fun.

it was held at orchard hotel.i really had alot of fun! haha with Ms TUNG HUI MIN!!! but of cuz she is not the only one! haha there were others! haha it's indeed a night to remember.we had buffet dinner all the way to dance floor, i think we spent half of the time dancing haha!

okok PICTURES!!!

*my table no*
*random shot of the table decoration*
*me,humin and cel* *OMG look at the height diff between me and prasad!* *me and peggy* *cel,huimin and me*

*Mr president of student council 2008-benjamin wong* *L-R(remy,jolina,blessing,peggy,me,shima,kirn)

*ruth,me and bai yu*
*me and clara-the best commitee member of mine*

*caden-mrs teo's son! * *L-R(me,peggy,yijen,kirn,shima* *ms debbie wong and i* *mrs gan-our chemistry teacher* *hui min stuffed the entire choc cake into her mouth*

*my class won two of this and one second prize LOL* *exco 2008-ill miss them loads,tons* *yishih and i-pure literature student* *4 peace 2008-the best class who has the best form teacher-mr derrick lee*

2008-11-17T12:42:00.003+08:00

i did not go for evening service yesterday(OOPPS)

well mom was not well and it's my turn to take care of her?

after church came home had lunch than went to shop at j8

matt went to get some last min prom stuff? and i went to shop for

materials for christmas present!

i have it in my mind but i dont know if i can "bring it out"

should not be hard i think just time consuming

but than again it's for people who are worth it so who cares!

YOUTH CAMP 2008!!!!!!

yesterday was the last day for early bird and i did not sign up!

sigh!!! i am so scared to ask daddy,i mean like half of me alr knows the ans? NO!

but than again trust God right? i hope opp goes well and stuff than possibilty of daddy

saying yes is high? i cant imagine missing youth camp! last year was a bang

and i am super sure this year will be as good or even better!

JESUE PLEASE MAKE A WAY! PRETTY PLEASE

oh wells last day of sign up is on the 30th of nov

melodyelizabeth*wink*

weddings...

loves her family

greater heights

a closure and a new begining

elaboration

polyclinic

coming to an end

priceless

sunday.

good bye

girl power

happy birthday day singapore

the first of many

the next phase

you & i know why

melodyelizabethwink