Date:
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Title:
gosh
michelle tham,
i am really sorry dear i dont think i can go to youth camp this year
my brothers are down with ****(come and ask me what) and i cant leave the country
cuz im exposed too, but i dont show any signs of it.
i can only get the doc to clear me on wed-which sign has alr ended by then
i was so lookin forward to all the fun and talks and snackin together
but it's all smashed now.
i dunno how to feel,depressed?sad?lonely?irritated that all this is happening?
well this year has been tough enough and i have gone thru the worst so this is nothing
nothing new at all. so since i am not going to youth camp, i went for more interviews
for a job-wanna make full use of my time and to brighten things up i alr got a job
mostly morning shift. at least i have somthing to look forward to.
i dont blame my brothers at all, really. only thing i can do as a sister is remind them
to keep clean and keep them busy? like yesterday, mummy,the boys and i played monopoly
(i really forgot how fun these games are) haha
as for youth camp, somone told me yesterday-treat each service like a youth camp,
God will still show up.
God,forgive me for always boxing you up,doupting your ways for memake me teach-able to your ways
