okok quick one before i start swimming in my books
it was on the 21st oct! it was good for me! really thank God that i did not have any seziurs or nuts cuz for mock and
prelims i was not able to do it cuz the ambulance came and took me away!! he carried me in the palm of his hand this time! i wrote about a time when i laughed uncontrolably at an inapproaite time,i crapped alot but it was very original, i doupt anyone said the same thing! lol the reason why i laughed was cuz of a lame joke??=.= but it was at a wedding when the pastor said"if anyone of you thinkg this couple should not marry speak now and forever hold your peace" so thats when i started laughing like CRAZY!!! lol!! my teachers burst out laughing at me*poot*
they were all like waiting for us to come out!! so jin zhang man!!
math was today(24th oct) it was okay just my mind could not think fast enough!!sigh but i did as much as i could! i realise that it is no use crying over my paper! just LET GO and LET GOD! thru these pass few days God has really been teaching me what it means to trust him!!! it's not easy but worth it!
counting that it was my first written paper! my heart was racing like mad!! gosh! but it's expected!! well due to my condition, i dont sit in the hall, instead i sit ALL ALONE in the physic lab=( well it has it's pro's and con's! paper was do-er-ble! but the examiner kept staring at me and that made things worst!! ARRGGHH!! and time FLEW!! i did not manage to fill in the blanks that i left! well for the essay part it was easier than i thought! one question came about preparing salts and stuff and do happen i did the exact same question at mrs chew's house the day before!! haha thank GOD! i cried so badly after my paper! it was like the end of the world for me!! i thought i was going to fail! as i am stronger in chem than bio!!! until i came home and read the verse that was sitting on my notice board in my room"i am the Lord,the God of all mankind.is there anything too hard for me"jer32:27 in a way i felt much better but than i just kept questioning God until i realise that it's no use! God's in control! he knows everything jer29:11
LET GO LET GOD i told myself!
anways to all those who smsed me prayers and wished me! thank you tons! it's has been a great encouragment to me!just please continus praying for me!! TWO MORE WEEKS TO GO!! and to all those who are like me doing o's all the best!!!
