Date:
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Title:
hmmm how long has it been since i blogged?
A LONG TIME!
busy with school life. sec4 is like really stressfull
the demands set my our parents,teachers and even by our self.
i get so caught up with my school work and CCA that i actually
forgot the reason why i was put in KCPSS!
this pass few weeks has passed by so fast but my focus is still not back in place
it's kinda disappointing cuz i want this year to really be a year of growth for me
but it's like i am still stuck with my old habbits and old ways!
sometimes i question"why cant i breakthru?" and what joy cheng said at youth camp
came back to me "am i willing to change?"
i am happy where i am but i know it's not i am surpose to be!
i try to walk the long and narrow road but it's TOO LONG AND TOO NARROW!
i find it hard to stick to the descission i make! even to make a stand!
people have more influence in my life now!
but i dont want it to be so
oh God help me!!
