see gal, you look so lively here, why did you die?

you guys were once so lively,
you would know when i come and you know when i am
going to bath you!
you were so nice to hold, so obedient!
i could not hold you that day cuz i had a flu,
and i regret that,
today, all i held was a liveless creature.
you guys had no live
you eyes were close
your body lost shape
it hurt so much to put you in that box! and close back that hole we dug!!!
i miss you so much jess and fur!
now inno has no live w/o you guys!
why you both go together? and so sudden
i did not have a chance to hole you tight