let the candles burn
let the flames dance around
and warmth will surround
Date:
Monday, December 04, 2006
Title:
Encounter
okay at last can go encounter. haha okay it's like awesome can.at first i was like "huh, vry boring lei, and i dont see how it's goanna help me lei"but than i still listen like a good gal(haha)anywy sis regina preached on REPENTANCE. than she stop and say she dont want to carry on,she feels that some of us are playin with sin! gosh! it hit me right in the heart,God started to show me areas in my life where i have just been messin around! it's like i dont treasure that God diein for me. and i could feel the hurt that God feels when i sin. and that hurt even more ahhh gosh cried my guts out( practical cried the whole time)haha and YES, i repented aft that and i told myself that i must be careful wit wad i do.i think that lesson spoke to me the most.but of cuz there were many others like: holy spirit,breakin curses and family.most of which God had words for me and yes i am going to stick with it.when they were prayin for family,i really cried out to GOd and had to ask him to forgive me.for talkin back to my family and at times insisting that i am always right.and not submittin to their autority. and i really needed God's strength to handle my three bro'sGod showed me that as much as i was presious to him, they were too! and i needed to be more gentle with them!(please help me GOD)anywy it was Good and God re birth in me the passion to withness to otherslast time like so sian to go share wit my friends and my thinkin was "share they also dont bother so why must i"and yes God broke the mentality of mine and i am happy that he did.dear jesus,thank you for meetin with me and doing a work through my life=)anywy casting crowns is in spore and yes i wanna go just dunno who to go with! church like no one gg so i guess ill go wit my school?and this friday NZ team gg kbox and steamboat.sigh i wanna go too..but i am not well and yes i must get bette b4 the 15th of dec!YAY BBQ with them and yes swimming too! haha(NZ peeps please bring decent togs)hahaso yup..thats all i guess,and yes to qi ge ba ge have fun at youth camp! will miss you guys