Date:
Saturday, September 23, 2006
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ONE MORE WEEK!!!!! to end year! okay i am super looking forward to the post exams activities! but i dont even think i wanna to school... well we'll see about that! well i have been a super GOOD little girl! hehe studying the whole wk! okay i am super proud of myself, manage to bei sou ce (the whole 2B book) in like an hour! WOOO..thank you jesus=)
okay , school was alright i guss, accept for the lil hekup that happen! sigh..dunno what to do! well i know i did the right thing but i still had to pay the price for it! so sad! did not really look forward to school this week! well i shant think to much on this...MY MIND IS ON MY STUDIES!
i so thank God that my math is improving=) the thing is, i know how to do my work but at exam i forget everything! ahhh all the hard work is GONE!
well i guess God is trying to teach me something! to have FAITH! this pass week the phrase "have faith in JESUS" keep poping up in my head! i was walkin to math tuition and abd there was this fear that i have that ill fail my EOY. and i had to consiously tell myself to have faith! during the week i had this really scary dream! the day i get my posting to my stream is when i leave for newzealand! and i dreamt that my mom called me and told me that i failed and in the end i got posted to combine science! ahh i started cryin in my sleep..i forced myself awake and i kept tellin my self"melody have faith! just have faith" than i prayed and went back to sleep! haha ...THANKYOU jesus for teaching me to have faith and to rely on you ALONE! =)
prayer really works peopl! one example is that my parents said that for the next 3 weeks i cant go to edge and eve cuz they want to study. so i was pretty upset and stuff, and for once, i decided to pray haha!and God told me what ever my parents answer is. i have to obey them and GOd will see me through! well that not easy man! somtimes i can be very rebellious to my parents! anywy the next day(sunday) pastor megal was preachin and i was sittin beside my mom so i told her was God spoke to me the previous day! and i told her that i should serve God first, than she sadi" if that is so, GOd will speak to me" so i left it and started to pray! and next thing you know, pastor megal said" to all those parents who have kids attending the edge, let them go" WAAAAAAAAAAA haha i started laughin!! haha SEE God answers prayers!... and now i can go to edge(provided i do my work lar)
ahhh i love jesus super loads! not only for what he did but cuz he cares for me too=)
thank you jesus for the love that you shower on me everyday..and oh oh..thank you for ALL the favor you gave me, especiall in school=)
okok i shall stop here... the next time i blog is 11oct! by then exam is over! YAY!!!!!
